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Regarding a self portrait with seven fingers
the methodical pacing
of the distance runner
at five o'clock in the afternoon
ba-dom, ba-dom, ba-dom,
and the paint is reticent
to make the connection
between greens, blues, yellows, and reds. . .
ba-dom, ba-dom, ba-dom.
Christopher Morley said,
"The courage of the poet
is to keep ajar the door
that leads into madness."
but Madness is always there
never hidden by artificial doors,
only by the eclipse of the self
with self
ba-dom, ba-dom, ba-dom.
We praise the lunatics deliriously
because they make connections
we are too timid to make
between ripples on a lake
and the flow of thought
through our brains,
between the changing of the seasons
and the rise and fall
of empires
ba-dom, ba-dom, ba-dom.
What we fail to appreciate,
as rationalists
I sit on bleachers
looking on a field
muddied by the thaw of snow
is that we, as human beings,
are learned rationalists
(not native born)
ba-dom, ba-dom, ba-dom.
In the window of the painting
there is, isnšt there, an homage
to something else
What Chagall vents
at five o'clock in the afternoon
is both frustration and mastery
(what he paints is not what he envisions,
and yet the painting itself
is worth envisioning).
We are taught logic in schools
if A then B and if B then C
then if A then C
these syllogisms,
these Cartesian doctrines,
these straight lines
that are somehow curved.
What we blind ourselves to,
ba-dom, ba-dom, ba-dom,
and what poets prize
is that we are natural storytellers
and natural liars,
that we learn best
through metaphor
and that truth
somehow
is what seems right
Madness
is in how we think
ba-dom, ba-dom, ba-dom
sometimes
it is the rebirth
of an idea
at five o'clock in the afternoon
it is the scream
of the real.
Friday, 19-Jan-01 14:20:57 EST |