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To the woman he wishes were here
There is a take-out restaurant on South Street, not far from here, a bit pricey, but the best Chinese cuisine I have had up here, and every time I order the same thing, General Tsošs chicken and steamed dumplings. The city sidewalks between here and there are flooded with leaves in the fall. Orange red brown and yellow as if the sidewalks were curled up beneath a quilted blanket waiting to be ravished in the chilled air of winter. I enjoy my quiet walks in this neighborhood, my thoughts wander yet somehow, like my shoes and my self, return. At one time I wondered if this was a sort of meditation, like Buddhists do but I know better now, having sat in the circle, butt on pillow, thinking a walk is more pleasant, and relaxing too. And now the season is winter, and it has been mild, although the wind bites and stings and the sky is a shade of parchment. I never would have dreamt that loneliness could be more lonely, yet my heart does sing my thoughts linger about you, dance, and sigh.
Friday, 19-Jan-01 14:20:57 EST |