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Cinderella
Forget for a moment the broad moral of this morality tale: that hard work, a cheerful heart, and piety will work their mysterious ways and overcome squalor, wretchedness, nastiness, evil. For although that may be the moral we are meant to take, as children, to guide us through our own trials and tribulations, the tale holds a different lesson for lovers, painters, poets, and fools the tale bespeaks the magic of attraction, the wonderment of possibility, the acceptance of a love meant to be. First, perceive her as the dancers do: this beautiful elegant latecomer to the ball given in the prince's honor. And never for a moment does she sit she is asked by man after man to dance. First by lesser noblemen, then by the sons of counts and dukes, and then by the prince himself. And no one recognizes her. A rash mixture of envy and rumour dances among the ball and yet no one rightly begrudges her, for her joy is infectious, her smile is winning, and her eyes are pure. Who could deny that? To some it would seem that she stepped out of a different world. She did not wear silk or cashmere or velvet. She wore no gold which made her the more exceptional. Her dress was black and brown and grey fabric so intricate and textured, no one had seen the like before. Her hair she wore in tresses. Around her neck she wore a string of lace attached to a steel fishing hook which itself bore a single creamy pearl. Her feet, as has often been noted, were clad, simply and elegantly, in glass. She was the most beautiful at the ball. The prince was attracted to her, and as they danced together his attraction grew. Her beauty whispered not naivete but purity. She was as she appeared, free of malice, of social pretension, free and full of joy and grace. He began to believe in his heart that his prayers to find a wife who could do more than warm his bed or sit by his side or produce a child, he began to believe his prayers had been answered, he wanted to believe as they danced and danced, as he looked into her eyes he wanted her to be his wife. And what did she see, what did she perceive as she danced gaily with the prince that night? At first she was flattered, and then surprised, for the prince would not leave her to dance with any other. She sensed him looking at her, seeing her, watching her carefully, looking into her eyes. They talked as they danced, of the beauty of nature, hiking the mountainsides and seeing everything seem so small and fragile and connected it is a beautiful world so long as beauty can survive and she saw in him a nobility of heart and mind. When the clock began to strike twelve, she stopped with a shock. "Forgive me," she said to him, "but I promised my godmother I'd be home by now." She ran through the ball, with the prince running after her, through the terrace outside, down the stairs to her awaiting carriage. He did not expect her to run so fast she was down the stairs by the time he had reached them. He called out, "What is your name?" She turned and said, "Cinder. . .", but her dress began to come apart and her threadbare slip began to show. She jumped into the carriage which hurried away in a cloud of moths. He stood there transfixed, utterly surprised, as the brown, black, and grey moths fluttered in the air. After a moment, he noticed a glass slipper lying on the stairs. He picked it up, then sat down, his eyes full of tears she had seemed like a dream, so perfect, and now, he thought, she was a dream, one which might never again be real. He thought it cruel because he did not even know her name. Later, talking with his uncle of his flustered heart and the events which had transpired, a plan was struck "Come now," said his uncle, "let's see the slipper fit." Much has been made of Cinderella's step- mother and step-sisters, how they made her into their serving wench, treated her with cruelty, made her sleep in a bare garret, left her with clothes which were threadbare and worn. Yet, this destitution did not break her. This cruelty did not kill her cheerfulness. She remained dutiful, pious, and loving. Perhaps it was because she had faith, faith in love and in herself that she was so rewarded a chance to dance at the ball, to dance beneath the chandeliers, to laugh, to be in society and to play. It had been magic from a godmother she had never met before. Her carriage was a pumpkin, with a rat for coachman, mice for horses, lizards for her footmen, and moths to make her dress. Her godmother had given her the glass slippers, and her necklace the single pearl was the only heirloom of her mother's that she owned it had rolled, from a broken necklace of pearls, behind a bureau. To her, nothing seemed remarkable until the prince arrived asking her sisters to try her slipper. . . the one she had stumbled out of, that night. And since neither of her sisters could fit into the slipper, the chamberlain asked if there were any other young women in the house. "There's only Cinderella, the serving wench," said the step-mother. The name struck a chord with the prince who asked that she be brought forward. And when he saw her he felt ashamed because he saw with joy that she was she but that now this beauty was wearing worn-out clothes and showed a bruise. "Try on the slipper," said the chamberlain, and not only did it fit, she produced the other slipper and wore it as well. And so the childish moral is that a good heart, piety, and cheerfulness will overcome all obstacles in our quest to find love and to be loved. But in truth the tale is more complicated. That she remains true to herself without any bitterness, that she does not succumb to sorrow this makes it easier for the prince to love her, to see in her her true nature. But the true moral of the tale is that sometimes in order to find love we must accept magic: the happenstance of fate, the ball, the moths, the glass slippers. . .
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