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Shadow Boxing
1.
I have seen this before
and I watch
with rapt attention.
2.
I have seen this before
he enters the ring,
silk robed,
moving on the balls of his feet,
waving
to the crowd.
It is
a variation
on a theme.
3.
He starts slowly.
He lumbers across the ring.
He moves like a giant.
He is there
bare-breasted
eyeing his opponent
warily.
4.
I have seen this before
slow methodical punching
probing
softening up
deliberative.
left
left
but no right
no movement of the torso
no exposure
of the chest.
He waits
for the counter punches
how fast do they come?
how hard
do they fall?
5.
Then, it is a dance,
a lightness of foot,
as he moves around and maneuvers his
opponent weaving, dodging, criss-cross, criss-
cross of the legs of the arms of the blows,
the opponent punches
into the air. . .
pop pop move pop pop move, pop duck
uppercut hook tap tap move move punch punch
and the crowd sees what it is screaming for.
6.
The opponent is, at once,
humongos tiny
super-heavyweight wimp
At moments the opponent
the adversary
looms large in the ring
the ring is his domain
most of all
the opponent is hard to contain
deceptive
hard to defeat
7.
The boxer falls
one
two
he rises,
unsteady
between two and three
more through an act of will
of defiance
of surety
in his skill
his left eye is puffy
his stomach aches
but he knows
that this is about pain
the endurance of pain.
8.
He moves flatfooted
some shakiness
to his legs
he shakes his head
squints
unsquints
his eyes
signals
that he is ready to begin
He lets the adversary come closer
come closer
he puts his arms up in defense
he looks powerless, helpless,
on the ropes
but the sports writers realize
the fight fans realize
but his adversary does not
rope a dope rope a dope
deceiving the deceiver
catching a quick breath
9.
In his corner, he doesn't let them cut him.
"I can still see. I can still see.
My vision is fine."
He ignores what his trainer says.
He concentrates on the fight.
10.
How much of it
is a caged animal
pacing inside of him
hurt hungry angry
willing to do anything
to be free?
How much of it is
the methodical craftsman
the one who understands cause and effect,
the one who understands endurance
pacing
tempo
control?
It is a dichotomy
between barbarism and classicism,
between everything
the neoclassicists adored
the perfection of form,
the discipline of mind,
the control and understanding of movement
and everything
the neoclassicists abhored
the irrational
the cannibalistic ritualistic
paganistic brutality
the lower class vulgarity
the blood, the blood-lust,
the gore.
We see it all
in every punch
in every blow.
11.
He moves out of his corner and
it is clear that he has control
he anticipates every move
thwarts it
uses it
to his advantage.
We are waiting for the knock out.
We are waiting for the final blow.
12.
ring ring as self
pacing
riffs idiom percussion speed
barbarism percussion knockdown
between three and four seconds
pacing
metaphors
metaphors for the ring
the bright lights
glammer
glitter
sweat
pacing
self
percussion
metaphor
13.
At the end
everything is loud,
even the sound of sweat
hitting the canvas
is horrific.
14.
Afterwards they ask him
how he did
how he thought he did.
"It was a good fight. A touch adversary.
I think the judges made a good decision.
Obviously there are things I could have done better,
but I fought a good fight
and it came out the way it did."
Afterwards they ask him questions
and he has no real answers. . .
15.
I have seen this before
but each time
there is a variation
on the theme
a man enters the ring,
a man leaves the ring,
and what happened
in between?
Friday, 19-Jan-01 14:20:57 EST |